The Letter
I am a totally straight male. I love wearing high heels, nylon stockings, and other feminine clothing. I live in a house with four girls. None of them know that I consider myself to be the fifth girl in the house. One of the girls did catch me crossdressing one day. She is cool about it. Even gives me her cast-offs. She allows me to dress in her room. One day she caught me masturbating in her room. She was really upset about this, so I told her the truth. That I really love her clothes. They excite me.
She started teasing me about the small size of my penis. My first taste of small penis humiliation. Once, this same girl jerked me off into one of her worn stockings. She has taken photos of me dressed in her clothing, and makes me go for drives with her. Threatening to stop at one of her friend’s homes to show me off as her cute boy toy. This girl makes me clean the house dressed as a girl. I get such an erotic rush being put in such a helpless situation. Of course I have to satisfy her orally after she has been with her boyfriend. She allows me to clean up his mess from his huge cock. I didn’t like it at first, but now feel it’s a small price to pay to lick such a beautiful pussy.
So we have a really good arrangement and I am so happy. My question is…should I keep going with the arrangement or should I get a life?
Signed,
Happy as rita
My Answer
What you have there is a cuckold relationship rita. Clearly you are enjoying yourself and very happy in the situation. This leads me to wonder why you even have to ask if you should get a life. When it comes to creating a life for yourself, as long as you are not hurting someone else (who does not beg to be hurt), then all that matters is whether YOU are happy.
Falling Into It
I have so many callers asking me how to get involved in a cuckolding relationship and you just fell into one. Lucky you! Since both you and the girl involved are having a good time, I see no reason for you to leave the situation. Being a cuckold is just being involved in a different type of relationship. There is nothing wrong with that. You are all consenting adults and having fun with your cuckold humiliation.
Peer Pressure
Perhaps you are asking this question because you are feeling some pressure to live a so-called “normal” life. Get a girlfriend, date, live together, etc. But the thing is, rita, it is NOT their lives we are talking about. It is yours! So all that matters is whether you are happy living your life the way you are. It is obvious that you are having a fabulous time being feminized, experiencing public humiliation, and being this girl’s cuck. I am betting that a whole lot of guys will read this posting and be very jealous of you. So relax…keep doing what you are doing, as long as you are enjoying it! *smile*
Guy’s Point of View
I would love to hear from some of you guys and sissies reading my blog. What advice would YOU give to rita? Feel free to leave your comments here. I am sure some of you have a strong opinion about rita’s sex life.
As COMMANDED by you, Mistress Violet, i leave this comment that while unmarried, if such fortune would befall upon me, i would most definitely be understanding my place from the outset. Advice to the inquiring sub that “thinks” he is straight. You sound like you are in an awesome position that many would do just about anything to replace you if you left. But get something clear, you may think you are straight now, but you will be gay as soon as she knows you’ll do anything for her. And one of those anythings is to be gay, not bi, but completely homosexual, is where i’d expect that relationship to be. So enjoy that last taste of creampied pussy before you only taste men forever. So you choose to stay or fail to be a devotee. Your choice. If you prove your devotion for long enough to be gay in totality, she may just let you beg to eat her again and other forms of body worship.
This is an interesting take on this guy’s question callie. You have a point. Because in my experience, cucks usually end up having less and less sexual contact with their woman…and more and more sexual contact with their bulls.
I agree with Mistress Violet almost completely, although I do have one contradictory point to make. I want to make it clear though that everyone who reads this realizes how much I respect Mistress Violet and that I would never willingly dismiss her infinite wisdom, which I know for a fact she does possess. Clearly I may be mistaken but opinions were asked for so here is mine.
First. Rita, you say you are happy in your situation and I agree with Ms. Violet that that is what is important. I am in fact a little jealous that you live with 4 women and are being cuckolded. Personally though, I think I would not want to live that life full-time as I need to feel in control in order to be successful in my life. I would love to experience it though. It sounds thrilling. About you Rita though, the thing is, if you were completely happy, why would you be asking if you need to “get a life”? It seems to me that there is something you think you are missing out on. What that is only you know, but it is something you should ask yourself.
Second. I want to address callie’s comment. I don’t think you can make blanket predictions about where someone’s sexual preferences are going to end up. That is a complete projection of your own experience and/or fantasy. Clearly, Rita does what she does so that she can be near the woman she loves. She could just as easily end up realizing that she will never have what she wants doing this and make a change. You may be right, but that is only one possibility. A girl cannot “make” you gay. No one can “make” you gay. It is a personal choice to label yourself in order to be treated by society as gay. Performing homosexual activities does not “make” you gay. If that is all you want to do, then yes, you are probably gay, but just because you want to experience that does not define you. Also, if you think you are woman when you are with a man, you are actually “straight”.
That is highly discerning of you Heather. When a person says something like “I need to get a life”, it does indicate that they feel they do not currently have a fulfilling life. I agree. Something for Rita to consider.
And it is true…no one can “make you gay”. Just as it is impossible for anyone to “make” a person be anything. It is a choice we make, on some level. You had me laughing with that last line about “If you think you are a woman when you are with a man, you are actually straight.” If I did not already know it, you are exceedingly logical. A trait I admire.
i have been with my female partner and wife for many years and to my knowledge i have not been cuckolded and my feminization and desires for submission are not explicitly a part of our relationship. It is true that with Mistress Violet’s help, they are a part of how i seek to serve my wife and to be a good submissive wife to her. But i do understand that that as a sissy and a submissive, a would be ready to accept a role as a cuckold if that made her happy, that that my goal has to be her satisfaction and pleasure. If that led me to be a cuck then i would be hoping for that taste of creampie and i would be be prepared to suck the cock of her bull whenever she told me to..
It has always been interesting to me that so many husbands/boyfriends secretly harbor a desire to be cuckolded. Many women would love the experience, if they knew for certain that their significant other was truly okay with it. That they would not be hurting them. Perhaps I need to start a couples counseling service for potential cuckolds. I like that!